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A call Of The SentenceSirens sounded the night before.  They bellowed through the night.  No one came.  No one even heard the sirens.  Something inside me was dieing.   
Tempted to pull out hair.  Tempted to cut through the air.  But it never happened.  It never happened.  A call of the sentence!  
 
Tempted to deny this.  Tempted to fight this.  But I couldn't.  I couldn't.  A call of the sentence!  
 
I chased you off with my selfishness.  worried, I came off alarmed.  travel by feet a far.  
crying and sighing.  Something inside me was dieing.  
&n A call Of The Sentence
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Individuality"Take that shirt off"  No point in hiding your flaws.  Your imperfections.  What's a world without imperfections.   
To keep it on is deceiving.  A camouflage.  Of who you truly are.  It may be skin.  But at least it's  What it is.   
let it out there,  let it be known.  To the injustices,  The sufferance,  The troubled in dualities.  Not to preform the noble.  To blend.  Right well to the end.  
 
That you are different.  Unashamed.  To your own will are you tamed.  In your own person you are sufficient.   
The ro Individuality
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A farewell Too LateI walk along the aisles,  My steps thundering through the corridor,  Age met with these lonesome tiles,  I can taste it in the atmosphere.   
Stale and lost in contempt,  Of the unspeakable silence.  Scary, a subject of utmost paranoia.  Unthinkable. I could of sworn.   
They still would be here...  waiting for me...   
How selfish.   
Of me.   
Gone. That's what.  I've been gone.  
 
Why would they wait...   
For me.   
As tears roll from my tongue,  gruesomely from it,  Like picking of locks.  Failing misera A farewell Too Late
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The PainI'd turn the pages,  Break the defenses,  Of the many cages,  Put onto me,  To control me,  deny me of self ambition,  Defying me of intuition.   
Blow away the danger,  Calm the anger,  Speak of dreams,  Erase the fear,  Split at the seams,  To all that are held dear.  For all ears to hear.   
say goodbye to the conflict,  Continue to love the time that ticks.  (away, away)  Close eyes to break the tears,  Be one with love that sears,  (away, away)  The pain, all the pain!   
And,   
Let me, Turn the pages,   The Pain
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Throwing FlamesThrowing flames around the dance  Floor, breaking fast, causing the wind to,  Flood through your senses, making you,  Sweat. and you can bet, That the everlast,  In the beat of the music, will carry you on,  linger on, as the vast expanse of the night.   
The night only ends when you fall eyes,  Closed, Throwing flames making them,  bow, before you. and you can bet,  That the everlast in the beat of the music,  Will carry you on, linger on. Lingering on,  as the vast expanse of the night. Throwing Flames
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You Can Run, You Can't HideUnhappy, you are?  Sadly change is concept, that makes grasping hard.  Change is something that I can't and will not do for anyone.  You can try to change me, but it won't last very long.  This saying stays true for everyone.   
people will be poured over with peer pressure until they turn blue,  You see, though only in time will they see what remains true.  Masks wear with the passing time and holes are produced.  Eventually they fall off completely. Inevitably. simply.   
Those eyes that spoke of change and alternate beings,  Ring out with dire truth of what they always have been. You Can Run, You Can't Hide
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Never kneel
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The FeelingThis feeling,  You did it, and it's so overwhelming,  You did it, and it's so compelling,  I'll surrender.   (I'll surrender once and forever)  As long as you are under my covers.   (Under my covers)   
This feeling,  It knocks me round, so senselessly,  It knocks me round, so wonderfully,  I'll fall to the ground.   (I'll fall down, fall down)  As long as you catch me from my fall.    (catch me, catch me, my fall)   
Just so you know  This is all  Your doing  You loving  And I am not denying  It, I am not denying. &nbs The Feeling
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A call Of The SentenceSirens sounded the night before.  They bellowed through the night.  No one came.  No one even heard the sirens.  Something inside me was dieing.   
Tempted to pull out hair.  Tempted to cut through the air.  But it never happened.  It never happened.  A call of the sentence!  
 
Tempted to deny this.  Tempted to fight this.  But I couldn't.  I couldn't.  A call of the sentence!  
 
I chased you off with my selfishness.  worried, I came off alarmed.  travel by feet a far.  
crying and sighing.  Something inside me was dieing.  
&n A call Of The Sentence
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Individuality"Take that shirt off"  No point in hiding your flaws.  Your imperfections.  What's a world without imperfections.   
To keep it on is deceiving.  A camouflage.  Of who you truly are.  It may be skin.  But at least it's  What it is.   
let it out there,  let it be known.  To the injustices,  The sufferance,  The troubled in dualities.  Not to preform the noble.  To blend.  Right well to the end.  
 
That you are different.  Unashamed.  To your own will are you tamed.  In your own person you are sufficient.   
The ro Individuality
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DripDrip,drip,drip....  annoying yet,  Drip,drip,drip...  Fascinating.  Drip,drip,drip...  The pace quickened.  As so did a heartbeat.   
Drip.  A trance blew over.  Drip.  Lust for the discovery.  Drip.  There it was...   
A carved figure.  Angel's blessing.  Such beings,  Wouldn't be,  Fathomed normally.   
Too good for the truth of truth.  Maybe the eyes deceive.  It doesn't matter now.   
Moments from now.  I'll come to know.  If  you are a figment,  Of imagination.  Or indeed a reality. &n Drip
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UnexpectedUnexpected. your touch.  Was gentle, welcoming.  Startling. The connection,  Grew and sparked went up,  In flames with the kiss of,  The flickering temptation.   
Tickling, enticing my intrigue.  A simple glance of your wanting eye,  And I knew. After this day. The magic,  will come forth in our long unactivated chemistry.  Who would think, Such binding forces lived,  Between you and I. Unexpected
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A farewell Too LateI walk along the aisles,  My steps thundering through the corridor,  Age met with these lonesome tiles,  I can taste it in the atmosphere.   
Stale and lost in contempt,  Of the unspeakable silence.  Scary, a subject of utmost paranoia.  Unthinkable. I could of sworn.   
They still would be here...  waiting for me...   
How selfish.   
Of me.   
Gone. That's what.  I've been gone.  
 
Why would they wait...   
For me.   
As tears roll from my tongue,  gruesomely from it,  Like picking of locks.  Failing misera A farewell Too Late
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The PainI'd turn the pages,  Break the defenses,  Of the many cages,  Put onto me,  To control me,  deny me of self ambition,  Defying me of intuition.   
Blow away the danger,  Calm the anger,  Speak of dreams,  Erase the fear,  Split at the seams,  To all that are held dear.  For all ears to hear.   
say goodbye to the conflict,  Continue to love the time that ticks.  (away, away)  Close eyes to break the tears,  Be one with love that sears,  (away, away)  The pain, all the pain!   
And,   
Let me, Turn the pages,   The Pain
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Throwing FlamesThrowing flames around the dance  Floor, breaking fast, causing the wind to,  Flood through your senses, making you,  Sweat. and you can bet, That the everlast,  In the beat of the music, will carry you on,  linger on, as the vast expanse of the night.   
The night only ends when you fall eyes,  Closed, Throwing flames making them,  bow, before you. and you can bet,  That the everlast in the beat of the music,  Will carry you on, linger on. Lingering on,  as the vast expanse of the night. Throwing Flames
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NothingYou send me down to poverty  making me feel like I am worth nothing.  Spending my money like its worth nothing,  Tell you what, I know I am worth something   
You can't ever compare..   
Swear on my heart  The devils rampage  Upon the page  Devour your heart  Like its worth terribly  Nothing...   
You can't ever compare to me...  You see, You aren't worth it.  So baby go on and leave it.  All behind.   
Bid on a dime.  That I won't look behind.  My back. Nothing
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My Sweet ExistenceCold. Its cold here in the darkness.  The humble stricken gifts of wanted forgiveness.  Forgive me for I have sinned,  Sit basking in shattered light  In need of the service to be lifted,  Of such tonuges and curses,  Granted by the soul who lives in the dark.  Who is cold to the bone.  Who was found being apart.  From everyone else.   
Please...   
Forgive me for I have sinned....     I plead to thy holiness....   
May I....be given my sweet innocent existence. My Sweet Existence
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Words Like PoisonSpew forth your words like poison  
Upon my delicate skin  Bleeding through into the flesh  Seeking out the best  The way into my shattered core   
But the path isn’t there anymore   
Your icy breath upon my neck  Lingering like death  Touching my depression like it’s a child  You’re nursing in a vice  And I would run from this illusion  If only I knew how  And I would hang from these pale rafters  If only you’d allow   
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when you leftwhen you left i thought i’d be hurt  but that i’d get past it  instead i’m disturbingly quiet and trying to feel nothing.  i don’t know who i am anymore  and i’m not sure if i want to know  maybe this is for the better,  
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don't pick flowersdon't pick flowers, no matter how pretty they look  when you do that, you pluck it from its life force in the prime of its fragrant youth  after that, it doesn't matter how much love and nurture and attention you give it  the petals always wither, shrink, and die,  leaving something that could perhaps be pretty still,  in some saddening, distorted way.  the picked blossom will never mature to bear sweet fruit,  swollen and ripe and oh-so-satisfying  no, it will only pass out of its delicate perfection,  to be discarded when it is no longer pretty.   
trust me, i would know.   
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Let's Talk about love

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 1, 2009, 10:27 AM
The love of friendship. It sticks through the many miles beyond the last meeting. It never dies, but grows with the times you are together and the times you apart. Friendship. Remember all the friends you've made throughout your life, even the ones who come and go. The ones who will always be by your side. MY dearest friend, Amanda, in which i haven't seen in a couple of years, Made a tribute to all of her friends. I would be honored to share it all with you. :heart: We may never meet again, or for the longest while to come, but may you know it that you hold a place in my heart. [link]

So "let's Talk about love" The song she used in the video. By Celine Dion.

Everywhere I go all the places that I’ve
been
Every smile's a new horizon on a land
I’ve never seen
There are people around the world -
different faces different names
But there's one true emotion that
reminds me we're the same...
Let's talk about love

From the laughter of a child to the tears
of a grown man
There's a thread that runs right through us
and helps us understand
As subtle as a breeze - that fans a flicker
to a flame
From the very first sweet melody to the
very last refrain...

Let's talk about love
Let's talk about us
Let's talk about life
Let's talk about trust
Let's talk about love

It's the king of all who live and the
queen of all good hearts
It's the ace you may keep up your
sleeve - till the name is all but lost
As deep as any sea - with the rage of
any storm
But as gentle as a falling leaf on any
autumn morn...

(oooo)Let's talk about love - it's all we're
needin'
Let's talk about us - the air we're
breathin'
Let's talk about life - I wanna know you
Let's talk about trust - and I wanna show
you
Let's talk about love

(Everywhere I go all the places that I’ve
been
Every smile's a new horizon on a land
I’ve never seen
There are people around the world -
different faces different names
But there's one true emotion that
reminds me we're the same...)

Uhhh! Let's talk about love
Let's talk about us
Let's talk about life
Let's talk about trust
Let's talk about loooove!

It's all we're needin'
The air we're breathin'

It's all we're needin'!
The air we're breathin'!
Baby...

I am your crying shoulder
Your comfort in the restless night
To help you the steepest mountains to climb
In the end I am the one by your side
For all the I can ever do
I promise to be there for you....

Th3 Clu8s
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Heya everybody! This is me! Lauren Ashley Baumstark in ze flesh! :D I'm a crazy mofo so you know th3 dr!IIZ ph43r m3h l337!! :XD: haha nah. But i am pretty crazy with the :iconawesomesauceplz: on top ;P

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  • Favourite cartoon character: My name is foamy, you don't know me, but you'll obey.
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aww ROSES thanks you guys!
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thank you very much!
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I read some of your poems, and they're awesome!
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*Kasabe:iconKasabe: 40 minutes 45 seconds ago
Thank You for the favorite :)

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The coroner will find ink in my veins and blood on my computer keys.

The Greatest Mistake In Life Is Continually Fearing You Will Make One.
~Nomikia:iconNomikia: 2 days 12 hours ago
thanks for the :+fav: on "Stand Up" :D :hug:

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I won't always help you up, but I'll never push you down.
=underworldriver:iconunderworldriver: 1 day 19 hours ago
you are very welcome.

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~Save me from my fears, save my butterflies and love me forever, my beloved Styx~
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*b1gfan:iconb1gfan: 2 days 14 hours ago
Many thanks for the :+fav: on Witch Bottle my dear Lauren. You're just too sweet for words :D

How's work treating you? And are you really feeling pissy? :hug:
=underworldriver:iconunderworldriver: 2 days 14 hours ago
i haven't changed it back yet. but i am still sort of away, i'm here, but not really. Work can bite me, its way too demanding during the summer months.

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~Save me from my fears, save my butterflies and love me forever, my beloved Styx~
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*b1gfan:iconb1gfan: 2 days 14 hours ago
Ahhh well I' am glad you aren't too down in the dumps :D Don't let work bote you too hard; it may leave a mark :D
*Aedammair-Feline:iconAedammair-Feline: 3 days 2 hours ago
Thanks for the fave :aww:
Love ya!

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=underworldriver:iconunderworldriver: 2 days 18 hours ago
you are welcome.

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